marriage:)

noelle!! happy marriage!!! :)
u look really beautiful yesterday. and of course, u have my blessings!
i know u guys will last because you guys have proved it.



wah. i suddenly feel like getting married.
being a bride is so beautiful
being a bride is so blessed
being a bride is so happy



just a quote to share from this little booklet that all the guests received. (even though i m not a christian)



Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast. it is not proud.
It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.



I finally understood another concept too. in this song that noelle's church friends sing, it says that Man has always been SEARCHING for the right one. Woman has always been WAITING for the right one. Man always Protect. Woman always Cherish.



how true isnt it?



Meishan ah Meishan. if u all know meishan enough, i think u all would know that she is not as strong as she appears right? u know that basically she is the best at acting and especially at acting strong.


went to k box with my darlings after that. :) of course, i am very happy la. hello! when there is a place to sing, how can meishan not be happy.?


but i suddenly got reminded of what he told me. i rmb telling him that i was very happy that i get to sing on our v day! and guess what was he replied? U can sing anywhere! u always sing! don't need to go k box, u will also sing! yeah,. true indeed, i love singing on the phone for him. i did that many times. and i even use a guitar to sing for him. but pls dont learn that. the guitar one was HORRIBLE. i sweared! he covered his ears and asked me to shut up!:) memories huh?


k box was perfectly okay! until, yilin sang SHE's 安静了 .
i teared again.
the first time i teared was also the first time i heard this song at his house. i rmb it was through SCV's mtv channel that i first saw the MV.
the second time i teared was on V day when he sang this song. i rmbed him sayanging me after his bro commented that i was tearing.
the third time i teared was when yilin sang this song. but this time was different. he is no longer beside me. no more.


well, yeah. i know many will say that why meishan is so emo. what is there to be emo about? hello! it is just 2 mths of r/s. what is there to be sad abt. but let me tell you.


it is still relationship that i am going into. it is still heartbreak that i am going through. relationship and heartbreak are not like getting a fire burn where there are different degrees. the process is still the same.


especially for meishan. a girl who never fall in love easily. a girl who never open her heart to anyone. a girl who thinks more than others. does anyone understand what she is going through when she always appear to be okay? yes, sometimes, her behvaviour is damn easy to guess. like being emo and stuffs. but, another moment she begins to be a joker and entertainer, do people still remember how the real meishan when she never show it?


to quote something from puisin's blog.
Love is a just a chapter of a book to a guy.
But, it is the whole book to a girl.